How long have I wanted this? I can't place it exactly, but it feels like I always have. I suppose that's how I know it's right.
It's not just that Raia's beautiful. I've known beautiful women before, but I never got the same feeling when I looked at them. I never felt this at home around them, or anyone for that matter. What happened between us when I was stuck in that room, it wasn't a heat of the moment decision. At least I don't think.
All I know is that now, I don't mind sleeping in the same bed every night. Not anymore.